Dead Duck Charlie

2006-10-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

sup peeps. oh well.
i'm still bumming ard doing nothing.... any jobs to intro? lol
damn bored nowadays manz. everyday feels like a sunday.
sometimes i dun even know wat day is it. lol.
oh well nothing much i guess.

peace out peeps.

2006-10-04T02:07:00.000+08:00

sup peeps. its been a long while since i said anything here
and once again. i'll be leaving this country again lol!
this time to kl . gonna have lotsa fun manz :P
well. take care peeps. have fun.

peace out

2006-09-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

its really 1 of those times where u felt super lost.
not knowing wat to do nor where to head.
totally snooked now.
sigh.

2006-08-31T04:00:00.000+08:00

welcome back Dead Duck Charlie.
u're civilian once again!

2006-08-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

good friends hard to come by
best friends never last

2006-08-16T03:58:00.000+08:00

sup homies!!!!
been a great 6 days in hong kong!
so totally different from the life in singapore manz.
everyone there is like rushing to hell or something
they seriously cant take their time to walk and all.
80% of the time they'll be like rushing like mad people i tell u
besides that. i seriously admire their service culture.
fucking hell a million times better den singapore manz.
BUT! the people there are fucking rude.
thats 1 bad thing about it.
all they needa do is a little brush up on their manners
though their buildings and all seem like crap
but i really admire those construction companies that build their buildings
true respect to them manz.
they could build houses or buildings on ANY kinda grounds.
if u think singapore is a clean city.
think again.
wait till u go to hongkong island.
u'll seriously be amused.
the amount of litter on the ground or anywhere
u can seriously use ur fingers to count.
not even a single cigg or leaf could be found i tell u
so much fucking cleaner den singapore.
and they've got bridges that link to like 5 or more buildings
so that u can avoid waiting for traffic lights and all
the scenary is fantastic i tell u.
esp the mountains and all.
alright peeps. shall stop for the night
peace out babes!

The return of the King.

2006-08-10T06:07:00.000+08:00

oh well.
the day has come.
i'm gonna go play mahjong and pingpong with kingkong and honkietong.
hope i'll win :P
will be back soon.
peace out babes.

2006-07-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

much awaited day.
clearance is wat it is.

2006-07-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

whos afraid of the big bad wolf?

2006-06-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

lets juz imagine that u're driving the fastest car in the world now
u've juz reached the entrance of the highway
its a long straight road without any traffic
u wack on full throttle
at speed of at least 300km/h
suddenly u notice a road block infront of u
u have no choice but to stop
everything comes into a standstill.

peace out babes.

2006-05-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

well. no more 72 hours no more nothing
been sick for the past few days.
that always happen whenever i try.
i guess this week gonna be short but yet tough.
been ages since i last went for attachment
and now i'm going for attachment tom.
juz after my mc. wat a biatch.
oh well. though shits happening nowadays
but its all good.
another 4 weeks to endure through and i'm done.
say goodbye to slavery in 12 weeks!
haha. seems long but time will fly by when i'm clearing.
well i guess thats all for now folks.

WORLD CUP 2006!!! HUAT AH!

peace out babes.

2006-05-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm.....
72 hours gone.
wat'll happen next?

2006-05-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

aint as easy as u say.
first 24 hours past.

2006-05-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

surrounded by snipers all around.
any sudden movement and u're shot.

2006-05-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

8 more work weeks to go till clear leave.
long way to go.

March on soldiers!

"Training to be soldiers..........."

2006-04-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

the taste of staying alone
superb loneliness.
boring as hell.
no one to tok to.
so much things to do.
not enough time.
stressed.
problems.

peace out.

2006-04-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

well its been awhile since i last updated here.
and life hasnt been good for me recently too.
the closer i get to ord the more shit i needa do
that aint right manz. saf is juz screwed up.
3 whole weeks of attachment ending next week finally.
nothing has been going smoothly.
boring life boring days.
nowadays book out also dunno wat to do
sometimes i really wanna juz get outta here for good.
anyway. anybody wanna go hongkong together during maybe july /aug?
looking for peeps who wanna go manz.
anyway peace out peeps.

2006-03-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

Life is like an F1 race.
u're always on high speeds on the straights.
but whenever u're approaching the corner,
u eventually still have to slow down.
sometimes when u win u're on the high in life
but when ur car crash and burn
u'll be on the down side.
but how often do u see those drivers
quitting the racing scene after a crash?
they'll never give up unless they're totally paralysed.
they'll always come back in the next race
with vengence they're inspired to do better.

peace out babes.

2006-02-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

6 1/2 work week for the month of march.
hows that for someone who slack for so long.
sometimes people seriously ought to be shot dead.
tmd. i think i'll try my best to make my ps stay at his rank.
seriously hes pissing the hell outta me.

2006-02-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

sigh. thought everything was going well at the esplanade.....
till.... waiting for those old man to start and get over with their toks.
now might be facing a charge of 28 days SOL for sitting in hagen daz.
how hilarious is that. stupidity is wat SAF can onli do.
oh well. lets leave it up to fate if i'm gonna get charged or not.
another reason added.
peace out babes.

2006-02-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

oh well. this aint the most fantastic week of my whole of ns life.
i've concluded another reason y i dislike indians. lol
well. another weekend burned by the funeral and all plus a wu di guard duty on the weekend.
how fantastic can a weekend be?
its juz like another confinement. juz that its worse.
i'd rather go for confinement rather den all those stuffs. haiz. sad to say but i've still got no choice.
well. now i'm thinking of where i should go for hols during maybe june or july or aug?
dunno which place i should go as well.... malaysia kl? hongkong? bangkok?
someone pls give me suggestions. lol.
well. aint the most fantastic time of life.
gotta go peeps.
peace out ya.

2006-02-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

You're top man on the scene
You don't think life comes in between
But hey, she's just seventeen
She feels that she's a worldly girl
But man you've been around the world
She is just some worried daddy's girl
Even though there's nothing I can say
To cheat you and nature any way

Let her down easy
Her heart is on a dime
Let her down easy
And you'll grow up in time

In her strawberry eyes
The way she sees you signifies
That she's susceptible to your velvet lies
But if you must lay her down
May a butterscotch glow be her dressing gown
And please do not lead her on when you leave town
Even though there's nothing I can say
To cheat you and nature any way

Let her down easy
Her heart is on the line
Let her down easy
And you'll grow up in time

She's a woman now
With a daughter to make her proud
In her crayon world of paper clouds
She still remembers you
The first boy that she gave it to
And she laughs at how little then she knew
Her daughter's five and her grandfather adores her (of course)

Let her down easy
Her heart is on the line
Let her down easy
And you'll grow up in time

2006-02-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

sup homies! haha its been like almost a month since i wrote something here. lol.
well. nothing much has been going on except for a super gambling weekend for cny. lol.
beside that. juz got through 2 exams this week. well. dun think i'm gonna do fantasticly well. but i guess i could manage a pass? lol 1 more paper to go though. wish me luck babes! all the best in the new doggy year babes!

trust no one but yourself.
peace out peeps.

2006-01-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

sup homies!!!!!
I'M FOREVER BLOWING BUBBLESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
oh well! happy new year to all. though its abit late. but its NEVER TOO LATE! haha
well came up with a list of stuff to get by this year. haha
1 - Hamilton Jazzmaster Crono Auto (Bracelet model)
2 - Nice new wallet
3 - Upgrade of my comp
4 - PS3
5 - New pair of shoes
6 - A new life.

haha. army has taken almost everything off me. to hell with army.
soon it'll be over! 234 days to go!
lost touch with the world. lost touch with the people i used to know ( for good and bad).
and of cos lost touch with my with beloved roxanne (if u know wat i'm toking about).
well new year has so far been so bad. hope it'll be better. lol.
and of cos. if u think u have too much money to spend and feel like donating.
you could always transfer ur money to 153-24885-0 Posb Savings instead of NKF.
well. thats about it today. peace out babes! hope a wonderful year for u peeps!

2005-12-31T01:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To ME!!!!!!!!!
haha. nothing special as usual.
juz seems like another day gone past.
well. my bank account is still open for donations!
POSB Savings 153-24885-0
hahahaha!
peace out babes!
WHERES MY PRESENTSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

8 hour 30 mins more to go!!!!!
anybody wanna donate pls do so at 153-24885-0 posb savings! lol

2005-12-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

well though its onli 9 days more.
but there r so much things up ahead next week.
so much probs as well.
haix.
juz cant stand mofos trying to make my week fucked up.
dunno wat on the fucking earth r they trying to do.
oh well. they dun solve it.
it'll be solved the hard way i guess.
haix.
well. peace out.

2005-12-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

well if u noticed some things in life.
once u brought up this fella from nothing into something
den when time passes by
he thinks that he now has wings that can fly
forgetting that he was once zero.
dun u think its happening almost everywhere now?
but theres always this saying.
if u bring him up. u certainly can crush him down anytime.
it onli depends if u wan to or not.
oh well. thats life.

still no idea where i would be in 13 days time.
still thinking though.
guess i'll prolly be at home as usual i guess. lol.
this is a sad year. boring year!
well. lets hope next year would be better.
peace out babes.

2005-12-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

haix. dunno wats wrong with people nowadays manz.
dunno y when u seem to be down in luck
or lose some money, people seem to be very happy bout it
its seriously damn hilarious when u're losing money
and the person juz keep cursing u to lose more.
haha. i dunno wats wrong with the world nowadays lah.
maybe its juz me maybe i dunno.
that time still can tok until got dragon got tiger.
say dunno go here go there end of year. lol
now i think go downstairs limkopi for newyearseve
beri good already. instead of going dunno where.
haix. dunno lahz. juz not in the mood for doing anything manz.
oh well. fuck the world peeps.
d:)

2005-12-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

30 days till big day comes.
276days till a bigger day comes.
well the figures will never decrease as the list goes on.

2005-11-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

41 days later.
it marks a birth of a devil 20 years ago.

2005-11-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

well. in alittle dilema now.
dunno if i should get my ass up to malaysia during my bday or not
thinking of taking leave to go relax my ass up in malaysia
but dunno if i should. haix.
no damn idea how i should celebrate my bday manz.
well. guess i'll take it 1 step at a time
any suggestions homies?
or maybe i should go up thailand? haha.
well. dunno yet.
peace out dudez.

2005-11-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

oh well. life isnt any better nowadays still.
wasted 1 bloody weekend at home doing nothing
juz waiting for teh bloody recall manning
that our camp peeps say would be this weekend
but hell no. there wasnt no shit recall manning
its all juz a waste of time conning people to stay at home
this is how SAF could be a biatch to ur life ya.
giving all sorts of stupid infomation
that wasnt any real.
well. my ps is still a slut from hell
and nothings going smoothly still. lol
oh well. though lifes a biatch.
i still gotta live with it.

if your luck is down
and everything is juz falling on u
juz fuck care everything.
dun even bother about anything
juz wait till ur luck gets better
and u've gained back ur confidence
den u make a wonderful comeback.

Revenge is always sweet.
peace out homies.

2005-11-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

a man walking up a flight of stairs
never knowing where it leads to
taking 1 step at a time
seems to be neverending
never progressing
it always seems as though u're walking down
but the fact is u're climbing up

lifes still a whore
no matter how u think of it
oh well.
peace out peeps.

2005-11-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

sighz....
lifes a total biatch manz.
nowadays dunno y my lifes juz getting from bad to worse.
for the past week i almost got myself into big shit twice with my ps.
first thing i snook him until he totally cant be bothered.
but the 2nd thing was fuckingly stupid.
got fucking -3 off days for not eating breakfast with my platoon.
wtf logic is that right? fucking frogs(my ps) with O level 1 credit.
haix. sorry for all those fuck shit that i've said. but its true. hes a biatch. lol.

well even now roxanne doesnt listen to me anymore. lol
thats the saddest thing in life i can tell u.
nowadays shes juz reacting so differently.
it not like the same old roxanne anymore.
maybe its been too long since i bring roxanne out to kick some ass.
oh well. lets juz hope roxanne will be back to kickass soon ya.

time and tide waits for no man.
live fast die young
peace out peeps.

2005-10-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

heyhey babes.
once again i'm gonna book in again. sigh....
it feels so weird nowadays to book in. lol!
been on off and leave for way too long manz.
dun even feel like going back.
it seems as though i'm already in the ORD mode.
but actual fact still long way to go... haix...
oh well. lifes a biatch.
cant get my slippers nor anything.
screwed manz.
peace out homies.

2005-10-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

sup homiess!!!
haha long time since i did something to this blog already.
well. i shall update with 1 mofo saddening yet hilarious thing that juz happen.
ok.
we were at macs eating while toking cok.
suddenly we saw this old lady which wore like a witch
walking ard the tables asking for ciggs.
therefore i ask my fwend to keep their ciggs.
1 of my moron fwend kept his ciggs but forget to keep his lighter.
somemore his lighter is those that is modified like hell so its super big flame.
den some kind soul finally gave that lady a stick of cigg.
she unknowingly came to our table and took the lighter on the table
without asking any of us.
there she go putting the cigg in her mouth
with the lighter juz below the cigg.
she try to light afew times and finally got the flame out.
wat she didnt know is that the flame is bloody big that it was burning her hair.
for the few split seconds she was lighting her cigg.
while her hair was burning in flames.
the funny thing is that she juz walked off in a very cool manner
and slowly brush the flames off her hair.
normal people would at least feel that their hair burning and make some noise
but for her, she juz walked off is a cool manner.
this gotta be the most hilarious thing i've ever seen. lol
peace out peeps.

2005-08-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

well. final hours left here.
its teh end of dead duck charlie.
final chapter. ending.
peace out ya'll.

2005-08-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flame's died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm begging
Won't you put down that knife?

You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft

Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometimes I get to thinking you don't love me anymore

You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but myheart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think I'm ugly and you say I'm cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don't love me anymore
Oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

1 more day till i vanish from this world.

2005-08-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

sick like a dead fish.
6 days till i totally vanish.
dun bother bout me d:)

2005-07-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

things r coming back to where it left off!
but lifes really strange.
remember things that u've done when u were young?
doing those things now is totally diff.
theres fear and worry when doing things.
confidence went to all time low compared to the past.
sometimes u juz wonder how u could huge load of money in the past
when u earn so much lesserin the past.
sometimes it juz happened.
i dunno i dunno.....

2005-07-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

a dangerous driver coming to the roads.

2005-07-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

oh well.
soon to be back... soon to be back...

2005-07-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

some things are meant to be forgotten
things that u do not wish to remember
things that u do not wish others to remind u of
things that u do not wish others to know
but oh well. lifes a bitch.
memories would always haunt u time and again
never giving u a chance to change

2005-06-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

well done Mr Tan.
you've won urself a grand prize.
congratulations on losing ur E600C!
now u've been rewarded a new number.
98484397.
pls congratulate him on this new number.

2005-06-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

the feeling is back.
its all coming back.
slow and easy.
soon i'll return.
peace out.

2005-05-31T01:02:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHhhhhHHHh.......
this gotta suxor manz.
i really think something is really wrong with my left leg manz.
old injury acting up once in awhile again.
plus a new unseen injury on my heels manz.
wat the hells going on with my left leg. -_-
this totally sux.
well tom is the selection already manz.
hopefully i get in and get the damn 1 month stay out. LOL. d:P
well. peace out peeps.

2005-05-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

well well. here i am again.
i have totally no idea wats gonna happen this week.
except that i've gotta go for a lifeguard course on tues.
totally have no idea wats gonna happen on it manz.
some people say its tough.
some say its relax.
dunno who to belief manz.
hopefully can get into the course manz.
if not sian. cannot get the stayout for 1 month. lol
lifes so much diff now manz.
so totally diff from last time the way i live in.
but 1 thing still remains.
so many blardy probs. lol. screwed.
well. peace out peeps.

2005-05-23T09:59:00.000+08:00

Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes you can be on the higher end
Sometimes you can be at the lower end
Its always slower to go to the top
Than to drop straight to the bottom
It'll always be on a repetition
Going round and round
The cycle is neverending
Unless it breaks down.

2005-05-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
behind blue eyes

and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry
i'm not telling lies

but my dreams
they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengence
that's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man

2005-05-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

Wind will blow.
Ashes will fly.
Rain will drop.
Life flies by.

Angels will fall.
Devils will rise.
I would surrender.
But never say die.

Do little evil for a greater good.

peace out.

2005-05-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

the end is near.
would you be there.

peace out.

2005-05-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

here i am back at home during my nites off. lol.
man. i guess the weather is really screwed up nowadays manz.
feeling sick here and there manz.
and i think i screwed my heels of my feet manz.
too long never play bball now i think i screwed it really bad.
whenever after i play bball now.
i juz cant seem to walk properly manz. lol.
something really wrong is happening to my feet manz.
well. lifes as boring as ever.
think soon i'll MIA again. lol.
till the next time.
peace out peeps.

2005-04-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

another slacking week had past.
had nites off almost everyday for the whole of last week.
lol. amusing but true.
dunno wats wrong with my PS nowadays.
giving us so much welfare out of a sudden.
i sense something bad coming our way. lol.
well. life totally suxor now manz.
so damn totally boring. haix.
so much things had happened.
well i think i might MIA once again soon.
haha who knows when i'll be missing again.
have fun peeps.
peace out.

Illusions could never be something real.

2005-04-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

well. much is over.
nothing much to really worry about now.
everything is juz gonna be SLACK SLACK SLACK and SLACK.
hahaha.
but still boring lahz.
never knew army gonna be that boring. lol.
juz dug my 2nd grave on tues.
was really a big biatch manz.
well well. boring life as usual.
wonder wats next.
peace out.

2005-04-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

suck on my left toe and kiss goodbye.

2005-04-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

dohz.
its been a long time since i last felt so sick manz.
argh. this is so pathetic.
it feels like u're dead but u're not.
lol. but at least i got attend C for it. lol.
feeling of being sick suxor.
peace out babez.

2005-04-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

well well.
another week has past.
once again here i am being threatened by confinement again.
lol. as always.
SAF is really a biatch.
thats all i can say.
wish me luck babez.
Dead Duck Charlie.
peace out babez.

2005-03-27T07:22:00.000+08:00

1 year ago it was like this.
now... its still the same.
time passes real fast yah?
well. if i could choose.
i'd rather go back to 1 year ago.
life was so much better.
at that time.
everything can go the way i wan it.
but now... totally different.
things aint as good as it was.
peace out babez.

2005-03-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

It’s late in the evening
She’s wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her makeup and brushes her long brown hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright?And I say yes you look wonderful tonight

We go to a party
And everyone turns to see
this beautiful lady (beautiful lady)
who’s walkin around with me
And then she asks me
Do I feel alright
And I say yes
I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
because I see
the love that’s right in your eye
and the wonder of it all is that you just dont realize
how much I love you

It’s time to go home now
And I’ve got an achin hand
So I give her the car keys
And she helps me into bed
And then I tell her as I turn down the lights
I say darlin you were wonderful tonight

I said darlin you were wonderful tonight
you look wonderful you’re everythin I need and more
you look wonderful so beautiful tonight
you look wonderful you neva leave me wonderin

2005-03-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

well well.
sad to say but true.
1st week being best trainee and i got confined 2 days
wtf right?
juz cos of 2 mofo paddles that i didnt count i got 2 mofo confinements.
wat the hell is this world coming to manz.
i really cant figure out wtf my PS is mofo thinking.
hes really fuckingly outta his mind.
if onli i see him outside.... i'll kill him manz.
wat a biatch.
peace out peeps.
pissed off mofo here. -_-

2005-03-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

whoooott.
i bet u peeps wouldnt believe this.
me. aku. wa. T H C. Best Trainee.
haha. sad but true.
finally got the best trainee shit. lol.
well. it means good and bad.
for good...... i got 3 off days...
for bad...... i might be a stupid cpl.
which means that i might have to serve
another 2 more months in the damn army.
haha. dunno to be sad or happy sia.
well. anyway. wats done is done. lol.
peace out peeps!
enjoy the weekend while i rot my way.

2005-03-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

well well well!
time has passed kinda fast eh.
wink of an eye. my course has ended.
wed would be my passing out ceremony.
haha. finally i get to keep my hair manz.
cant stand being bald for so long.
even though i aint a bloody recruit anymore.
well. we shall see if i can get the best trainee award! LOL.
i know everyone thinks thats like so impossible.
so do i. but well. still dunno whos getting it yet.
ought to wait till wed! haha.
boring boring boring.
hope for the best peeps!
peace out homies!
ni zai na liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........
hahaha.

2005-02-20T10:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u're bored
u'll tend to look back in life
thinking of what u've done
whether its right or wrong
whether its worth it or not
sometimes u'll get brain dead
in a total dilemma
not sure if u should or not
always having doubts on things

well. lifes a biatch.
live with it.
peace out peeps.

2005-02-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

well well.
happy valentines day to all!
sad to say that once again no valentine d:(
been years manz. lol.
sad to say but true.
well. spending valentines day with my sgts and all in camp
sad sad sad
well. good luck to all and have fun peepz.
enjoy while u peeps r out here manz.
dun regret when u get ur ass into some confined place.
as fucked up as hell.
lol. well. peace out peeps. back to hell!

2005-02-12T03:52:00.000+08:00

new year, new me
let bygones be bygones.
dun let me catch u
if not..... HA HA HA....

2005-02-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

Run while you can...
Hide wherever you want...
When the time comes...
I'll be back...
And i mean...
I'LL BE BACK.

2005-01-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

well.
to me theres no real true friends around
everyone around me is totally fake.
plastic.
theres no one that u could fully trust.
not even the 1 closest to you.
to me. theres no one that you could trust.
the only few people that i trust is.....
me. myself. and i.
trust no one peeps.
peace out.

2005-01-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

well. here i am going to my new camp once again.
got posted to the worst camp in singapore
35 sce.
its totally far more worse den 30 sce.
its totally not for human to train in
not even their bunks nor toilets can make it
have no idea y does singapore has such a fucked up camp
the sergants and all r totally screwed manz
at the look of their face u would feel like beating them up already. lol
i aint lying.
well. hopefully their looks doesnt show who they really are
if not i'll really be a dead duck charlie for the next 1 year 7 months.
total hell for me manz. haix.
sad but true.
well. all the best to me.
cant even bring my phone in. haix..
peace out babez.

2005-01-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

lost.
everything is lost.
nothing is left now.
its all been taken away.
lifeless, penniless, senseless
fwendless, hopeless.
totally gone.
its all gone.
end of the road.
peace out.

2005-01-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

As the world works its miracles
my mind ponders
where would my next step be
would it be right or wrong
is it worth doing it
what could happen next
how would it end up
should i or should i not

everytime when i dream i would think of it
indecisive mind makes things complicated
having no idea which turn should i make
as time goes by the outcome shall unfold

2005-01-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

well well. happy bday to myself.
and a happy new year to all.
never spent such a bday in my life manz.
well maybe we're juz getting older and older
running out of ideas to do on bdays and new year eves
or maybe singapore is juz too small.
sad to say but true. pathetic celebrations in singapore.
well i hope this 2005 would be a good 1
hopefully it wouldnt be a boring 1
or else i'm gonna plan to stay at home for my bday. lol.
cant stand it. i think i'm falling ill now. haix.
sad boring bday for 2004.
but 2005 would be a better 1 i bet. haha.
ok peeps. guess i'm toking too much shit now.
may 2004 be buried in the past.
peace out babez. happy new year.

2004-12-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

well. merry xmas to all.
xmas for me was a total boring 1.....
thought it would be good
but it turned out to be a total flop.
sighz. think this is 1 of the worse xmas
that i've ever spent manz.
on top of that i still gotta book in on xmas.
how fucked up can 30 SCE be manz. sighz.
well guess this week would be shit.
2 live firing coming up.
hope i dun blow myself up during the live firing.
lol. well. we'll see how it goes.
hopefully on my bday
it wouldnt turn out to be such a pathetic 1.
all the best peeps! peace out babez.

2004-12-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

POP LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. well people say its good to POP LOH.
but for me..... it signifies that hells gonna begin...
sad but true...
well well. CEC phrase gonna start tom...
hope its gonna be a smooth 1 without confinement.

anyway xmas, newyear and my bday coming up!
haha. anyone wanna get me things? LOL.
need lotsa stuffs but i'm broke d:(
sad but true....
well u could always get me
- nice watch
- nice belt
- nice wallet
- nice shirts eg. ROAD TO HELL from fcuk. LOL.
- and many more......
NAH. just joking pals. not expecting anything. haha.
well gotta get my ass off soon.
peace out homies! cya peeps next weekend!

2004-12-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

waddup homies! here i am back alive.
lol been through field camp..... 24 km..... now....
finally i'm gonna P O P!!!!!
well. but the sad thing is........
i'm still gonna be bald. thats shit. totally shit!
dumb ass 30 sce wans us to be bald.
argh. cant stand it manz. pathetic camp. lol.
how i wish they posted me out of that camp.

wow... didnt know its been a month since
i last blog here manz. lol.
anyway doubt anyone would pass by here.
well. POP but living like a recruits life. so sad.
oh. and my BDAY IS COMING! hahaha.
alright. enough of crapping. peace out peeps.

2004-10-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

hows it going peeps!
here i am back again after a week of hell in 30 SCE. zzzz
hectic week had past. but live firing was fun manz. haha
was the best shootah during the trial shoot. lol
now that biatch PC of mine wans me to get marksmen during the real shoot.
watta biatch. but well. its kinda easy shooting targets.
but fuckingly tiring manz. had onli 9 hours of sleep in 2 days.
total torture manz. getting sick and all makes things worse.
30 SCE sux trust me manz.
alright peeps. gotta go i guess. peace out dudez.

2004-10-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

bang bang bang
another week has passed...
new week or torment awaiting me to enjoy...
live firing coming up this week. mofos SAF is a bitch...
they stole my sunday next weekend and made it to live firing.
wat a bitch.... i hate NS life. lol. (who doesnt)
well well... still gotta endure through it... 22 more months to go! d:P
hope i'll be still alive after the live firing
all the best peeps. peace out.

2004-10-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

well... now training gets tougher and more things to handle....
drawing of rifles r a bitch manz... gotta make sure that the signature tallys....
if not i'll be confined in the damn camp. wtf manz...
wat the hells wrong with the SAF... screwy like hell.
well. another week has passed.... new week of torture coming up.
all the best to me manz. lol. d:P

2004-10-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

another week has past.....
still as boring as ever. still cant disrupt. lol. sad manz.
lets juz hope i could disrupt this week to get few days off b4 bmt starts. d:(
every week in ns seems the same for the past few weeks.
physical physical and more physical. boring old trainingz.
well well. nothing much that i got to say i guess.
take care dudez. peace out.

2004-09-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

wazzup babez. i'm still alive after all that shit that i've got in camp...... haix
well i missed my 1st disruption thankx to 3 pull ups. haix... saddening.
looking forward for the next 1 which is on thurs....
hopefully i could pass that disruption and leave that shithole for 1 week +
30 sce really is a place that u wouldnt wanna go if u're going army manz.
totally shithole. nobody could imagine how shitty its like manz. food and everything sux to the core manz. totally not for humans to live in. their training is like K9 training if u get wat i mean. lol
we're relaly treated like K9 manz. haix.
well. nothing much for now i guess. peace out peeps. hope i'll live to see u peeps on thurs or sat. LOL

2004-09-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

well well. i've survived 3 weeks in the damn army.
i'm still living and breathing finally i could book out manz.
its been a long time since i came out of the damn camp to see the outside world manz
stressful life in the damn army manz. haix...
life still goes on..........

2004-09-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

well i'm gone in 8 hours. wish me luck peeps.
peace out dudes. d:(
death sentence. d:)

2004-08-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

counting down 29 hours
haix everythings gone. all gone.

2004-08-27T03:45:00.000+08:00

i totally agree on the saying
"friends come and go"
well for me now its.
"friends just go"
lol. well friends coming in soon i guess but not for now d:)

2004-08-25T04:29:00.000+08:00

Snook
Snook
Snook
And snook.
My lifes totally SNOOKED

2004-08-23T05:50:00.000+08:00

As time gets closer
As days gets nearer
Its time to say goodbye
Whatever its said or done
It can never be changed

Time will tell as days fly by
Just hoping for the best
As everyday fly past

A brand new chapter in life thats going to begin.
All the best my folks. d:)

2004-08-18T04:01:00.000+08:00

lifes total bitch still.
peace out bitches. d:)

2004-08-13T04:41:00.000+08:00

nothing much has changed. life still boring and bad. haix. nothing much to say recently hehez.
been at home slacking my ass off. never really get outta my house except buying food and ciggs. lol. peace out.

2004-08-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

well. as usual i dun really blog much after i came back from holland. but things haven been going well for me recently. haiz... lotsa probs r happening at this point of life. everyday thinking of wats gonna happen tom. life totally sux for me at the time being. hopefully it'll change for the better soon i guess. somemore with the death sentence coming up soon. lifes totally screwed for me manz. haix. totally miss all those days in sch and all where there aint much problems to worry about. now getting older day by day. more and more things to worry about and gotta think of how to take the next step in life. haix... well well. wish me all the luck in life manz. as i said. hopefully things would have a better change... but i doubt it would for the time being. lifes totally screwed.

peace out.

2004-07-27T04:27:00.001+08:00

well well. been a long time since i last updated this thingy. sad stories still continues..... death sentence nearing day by day. haix... well at least its a good start. its getting closer so that i wont be bumming my ass ard thinking of wat to do the next day... boring days manz. haven watch spidey2. thats damn sad. lol. yawns yawns yawns. hows it going everybody!!! haha. alright. enough of crap. cya all.

2004-07-16T04:31:00.000+08:00

yawns yawns. boring boring.
everyday is a boring day to me manz.
at least now theres something to look forward to and thats my death sentence day. lol
its drawing nearer day by day. dunno wat will happen when i go in manz. haix. wish me all the best when i go in manz. hehe. didnt expect it to come so soon d:(
anyone free for movies? lol! haven been watching any shit for months manz. haha pathetic right. alright thats all for now dudes. d:P

2004-07-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

wazzzzzzzupppppp hommmmieeeeeeeeeeeessssssss!!!!! i'm back alive and kicking babehz! haha. well managed to keep my ass clean from weed in those few days. thought quite unbelievable but its true. lol. well well. tired like a bitch now. quite a nice place to be in thought. hehe. d:P

2004-07-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

well well. juz came back from my fwend's fwend house manz. stayed over after a day out in amsterdam. kinda boring at the start though. met up for some drinks. den slack the whole time till about 9+ 10? den the night starts to get alittle happening. went down to the red light district where all the babez were for sale. lol! damn. they should have a street for higher class babez instead of mixing them all together manz. for certain parts i thought i was like in a farm or something manz. all the cows started to appear infront of me. black, white, yellow........ all sorta colours manz. and man. they have hell lotsa "coffeshops" there manz. if ya get wat i mean. lol. and guess wat. we got stuck in the train station for 45 damn minutes manz. wrong timing manz. alrighty. take care dudez.

2004-07-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

hahaha well well. amsterdam for tonite manz. whos in for red light district? hahahah. gonna enjoy the place balls. the weather is still superb

2004-07-04T05:33:00.000+08:00

man oh man... wat a tiring day out today. out to visit some places here in holland. cool stuffs manz. wasted that the season for tulips r over. all i could see is juz plain brown land. LOL. sad thing. tiring since yest manz. wat a waste. haha. well well. amsterdam tom dudes. gonna check out some stuffs. haha. d:P have fun peeps

2004-07-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

holy hell manz. the weather here is superb manz. esp the beach. freeze my balls off manz.
and 1 thing good about summer here. the fucking sun never sets till 11pm at night. so its like u'll never know whether its night already or not manz. its like always sunny day. the houses here r superb wu di chio manz.lol. alright. enough of shit. i've juz had my longest sleep in like months. 11 hours. happening manz.haha. gone with the wind.

2004-07-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

well well. after a 13 hours long flight with a crying baby beside me. i'm finally in holland manz. the weather is superb i tell ya. wish i couldjuz stay here manz. fucking nice weather. well well. have a clubbing party thingy tonite.dunno how i'm gonna survive it manz. gonna look like a dead duck charlie manz. sad that holland lost while i was on the flight. haix. gonna enjoy myself manz. haha.cya all peeps.

2004-06-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

well well well. it seems like its been years since i last posted anything here....
finally i got my comp back. but the sad thing is my comp kinda performing like the old 1. haiz. well. tonite i'll be flying off to holland! haha. finally a nice hols after so many damn years.hope everything would juz turn out right manz. like dun get lost in the airport or something? lol. well. thats 1 of those very few countries where you could SMOKE WEED EVERYDAY! hahahahha.

2004-05-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

haix... another bored day gone by...
wonder when will this ever gonna end.
4 walls everyday is so damn bored.
all kakis either go ns or studying
so damn bloody bored.
why why why!!!!!
someone tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why I can't paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
if a face could launch a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you;
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
you come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tommorrow and today,
beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving, spinning, slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
and you and I would simply fly away.